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I've decided to start blogging again, after many gap years due to the fact that I've got nothing to hide, nothing to be ashame of because this is my life and I have the rights to say what I want to without any unscrewed screws left lying on the floor to bug me ;) Here it goes. When you finally...
When I think back over my life, I’ve found that time and time again, the hard choices I’ve made were the ones that provided lasting positive change in my life. When I took the easy road, it didn’t have any impact - it was only the hard choices that really brought about change. When I [...]
Went to visit my dad last night in ICU. It was not great seeing him in such a bad state. I got quite emotional. The nurses tried their best to give me some positive words, but in truth, I just wanted them to go away. I tend to keep my emotions to myself, have done so my entire life. I never show...
It feels like an eternity since I listened to contemporary Christian music... My sister just put on Casting Crowns, and it's really bringing me back to old feelings in a church, everyone singing together, standing with their eyes closed and at the very best moments thinking only of something or...
I want the past and I want the future, but I do not know how to appreciate the present. Wherever I am, I always seem to be looking back or looking forward. Although junior year was, in many ways, the worst of my life, I still find myself feeling nostalgic toward it. In many ways, it also was the...
The situation within my marriage had been going on for some time. It was fully realized after my son's birth in 2006. My marriage became the center of two groups - neither of which would tolerate the other. On one side was myself, my family, and my wife's family. On the other was AMF and my wife....
Making the Final Decision During the time before I left, I had 45 days to think about what is was exactly that I wanted to do with the rest of my life. My thoughts raced from the time I put my house on the market to be sold, this was a bold move on my part. I challenged myself to calm my aroused...
I called this my Week of Confusion, Manuel leaving the way he did, had left me feeling uneasy. I continued with my translation of Diego’s Diaries, the translations were difficult, even after translating them into English. To realize that I was not merely the result of my past, but who I was would...
After the visit from Manuel, I was very confused. I could hear his voice in his letters, he said we were soul mates, there was a difference between Soul Mates and Twin Souls. They will teach you the depths of unconditional love in preparation for the reunion with your Twin Soul. I did love Leo...
Out the blue, I stopped what I was doing to call my son Shane, living in Reno, Nevada. Remembering the night he was conceived, I had played it over and over again in my mind, I had felt his spark of life immediately, he had been conceived out of pure love. Leo had never been a part of our lives,...
